I need help cutting myself!?

I kno ive askted for this same advice b4 but i only got 2 ppl to help ( still havent started yet ) i kno i want to (cuz im always depressed) and it pro bally wont hurt cuz ive pierced my own lip by my self and there waz Absolutely no pain at all and if u ganna hate F*CK OFF ( i hate hatters) so please tell me something to easyly cut myself w/ something sharp..... PLEASEEEEEEEEE (FYI i am emo :)